静思房

foooooooo~~~~~~~~

finally..... at last......

i made it ....

it is still unbelievable when i recall the moment that 2 weeks ago....

2 weeks ago i was thinking of extension, thinking of how 2 start my system, thinking of when 2 meet the world's busiest supervisor.....

thinking of so many things....

really upset tat i failed 2 connect my system 2 database.....

but i m gratified tat i successfully built the website which i desired at last...

no regret as i tried my best.....

during the proposal development process, the god had arranged so many events to me, may be he worry tat i might fell bored of my life....

he made my laptop down without reason, made my streamyx down, made me sicked 2 days before submission, give me the world's busiest supervisor but a strict advisor and...................................

now i considered passed? no, i want 2 know how worse it will be in my presentation.......

i felt miserable when i was writing the acknowledgement for my project.....

bcoz i really duno wat can i write about u and u.....

so i wrote:" she is always bc due to the full scheduled of classes, but she did arrange time 2 meet me n give me advices."  tat is wat i can think at tat moment.

but thx god didn't stop the electric supply on the day b4 submission.... heheeee

ok.... 2 more assignments and 3 presentations then considered graduated....

oh ya, 1 thing shud be noticed here.....

i have learned how selfish humanity can be on the submission day 6/10/10  06:35pm-07:30pm (cant really rmb the physical time)

i was standing in the long queue, all the ppl was queuing for binding our project....

the shit things is, combing machine was down tat day, so i have been standing thr for 1 hour....

a cute girl was juz arrived n standing behind me, when she saw her fren was standing at the front of queue,

she tot all the ppls are invisible and directly go 2 talk 2 her fren:

路人甲: 帮我啦，我这里有3份，怎么办？

路人乙：不能啦，我是没问题，可是我怕别人不可以，后面还有很多人

路人甲死缠烂打。。。路人乙推了又推。。。

路人甲：那没关系，你帮我印那一份先咯，很快罢了

路人乙勉为其难接过一份东西

过了不久，路人丙来了

路人甲：诶，刚才瘀了，他不可以帮我们喔

路人丙：你要瘀还是要迟交? 快点全部拿给他！！

路人甲： 阿乙，可以吗。。。。。。。。

（我看着路人乙会有什么反应，可爱的mansour虽然听不懂，也开始料到一二了。。。）

路人甲：等下你快点拿给我

mansour：how can u do tat！？ u r spending too much of time。。。seriously。。。bla bla bla。。。。

全部人看着他们，他们不敢回头却依然大模斯样 ，我行我素。。。

接着，两个黑人趁机挤到我前面。。。。

me： me first ok?

黑人：u shud talk 2 her 1st，she also do tat （指着路人甲）

me：i hav been standing here 4 one hour！！！ （滚了）

mansour: ya, she is standing behind me.

Stephanie：ya，u cant do tat, u turn out, it is unfair, she shud go in first!!

一轮骂战后

结果还是一样，贱人得逞

当我的弄好后，太迟了，submission counter is closed

我和几个人冲到admin，只有华人才会帮华人。。。

终于交上了。。。。

但也辛苦了等我的3个朋友，sorry。。。。

若交不上或迟交，我真不懂后果是怎样。。。


给自己的忠告：好人是永远无法在尔虞我诈的社会生存的，你不会永远是个好人，就算你不犯人别人也会犯你，我本来就不是好人，所以我会更向奸人迈进



给予路人甲：谢谢你给我上了一堂课，我不应该因为认识你而不作声，事实证明你没有用仅存的脑细胞在思考，你的为人让我从此一目了然。。。


给予路人丙：你不是人，因为你不配，或许说你是人上人，因为你已超越了奸人的界限。你意思是说，我们早来的就活该迟交，你们迟来的就理所当然地插位吗?



给予黑人：没有改变我对你们种族的看法，野蛮不讲理，蛮横霸道，自以为是 ，仗势欺人（当然有些例外）


虽然这不算得上什么大事，当我看到submission counter的人向我挥手之际，逼我骂了一句：“ma ji ah". 不懂有没有吓到朋友。。。不要怀疑，的确是我说的。。。滚到上脑我再不骂出来就不是人!!!


我不会再让这种事情发生，后悔当时没有整份project塞到binding counter前，先下手为强，下次我知道如何应付了。。。。
























--THE END--

ERMMM....

终于轮到我写一篇给你了。。。。

可是却不懂要说什么。。。

平时思潮泉涌而至的我，这一刻竟然短路。。。噢。。。

回想起两年前的那一天，画面犹新，犹如昨日刚发生一般。。。

没想到就在这短短的三年间，你竟然要面对两次的关卡。。。

在你情绪还不稳定之际，不要乱下决定。。。

也许并不是你们不适合，而是大家都需要成长的空间。。。

给大家一个成长的机会。。。

时间会证明一切，亦会淡化一切。。。

也许证明你们可以走得更久更远。。。

反之，淡化了伤痕，证明友谊才是长久之道。。。

这些都是你无法预料的吧。。。

爱情不能计较，也不能作比较。。。

未来还有太多的事你不知晓。。。


待时间过去再做选择吧。。。


身为朋友的我，

或许不能做什么伟大的事，

只能给予陪伴与支持。。。

一旦你作了决定，我就坚持挺你到底！！！

前提是你必须考虑清楚，不要因为不敢面对而敷衍了事。。。

现在最重要的是着手于迫在眉睫的功课吧！！

快醒了噢！！！

你还有太多要做的事！！！
























--THE END--

天啊。。。

物理天才，物理学家，你在哪里？我需要你！！！

世界杯刚开始时，我家每晚都听到一些断断续续类似机械装修之类的声音。。。

我们一直认为是楼上新租客在装修。。。

所以也唯有忍耐一下。。。

可是有人会24小时不停在装修吗？甚至半夜4，5点？

世杯打完了，一个多月的时间，声音一直存在着。。。

有一晚，我妈上楼去按门铃，大力拍门，敲锁头，铁门，破口大骂

可就是没人出来。。。但那一晚，声音停止了。。。

但临晨6点声音又来了，吵得更凶，明显向我们挑战。。。

晚上12点多吧。。。

终于我妈忍受不住了，我们冲去guard house投诉

那个死supervisor托着下巴，百般无聊地看着我。。。

想记录下来敷衍了事吧。。。

supervisor：tell me ur house no。。。

me：J-12-5，chong heng foong。。。。。

supervisor：？？unit？？？complain？？?

me: sorry?? （ 声音太小，我无法听见，应该是：which unit u want to complain？）

他陷入无语状态，不作声。。。

我顿时火大了！！！#@%￥&×+=@#￥×&*&#@%$

me:  i dunno ！ u should check for me!!! wat time ad now？i cant sleep！！ how！？should be the unit above me la！！u check for me！！！
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

一个guard跟我们上楼去按门铃，仍然没人应门。。。可声音停止了

对面家的人开门出来，说那间屋已一个多月没人住了，只是屋主有时带人来看一下又走了。。。

我也知道那边的人已搬走了，怀疑屋主带人躲在里面工作。。。

当我们意外的见到屋主后，他也坚持肯定地说没有装修，也没有租出去。。。

怪了，声音到底是从哪一间传出来的。。。

经过几天打听，逐间询问。。。

12，14楼 的某些住客都有听到这种声。。。

投诉management也没用！！！

@#￥%&×《+=×%…&#￥@&》￥@&%#

有看过《谈情说案》的，应该知道声音的传播并不一定是从我们听到传出来的方向。。。

机器撞击声的震动，通过空气，地板，柱子，墙，窗传达到其他单位。。。

此类声音的特性是，传达范围广，声音大。。。

这个绝对不是什么钢铁热胀冷缩的声音。。。

有人提醒说，三更半夜还在工作的，就算不是什么非法勾当，也不会是什么好事

最好不要再逐家去问了，万一其中一家就是呢。。。

可是他已经打扰到别人了，好不甘心找不到真凶

好想有个物理天才跳出来帮我们解决问题。。。

凶手还在找着。。。一定要把这王八蛋揪出来！！
































--THE END--

Buono sera everyone~

since miyake keep lampooning on my blogging updated status....

then, ok lo....

i m going 2 blog about my idol, Danson now!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

he is launching new album now!!! hohohoh....

omg he has really made a breakthrough in this new album-- <>

 excited me in terms of  hair style, fashioning design, the style of song, and the most i like is...

his dancing!!

first time i saw his dancing... hehehee....

not bad la~ support support 什扑！！！

♥♥I'm Back 完整版MV♥♥








another happi thing is i done my last exam paper!!!!

'exam' is over and become past tense in my life since now!!

happi but at the same time,

fyp disaster is getting serious and more serious now....    T_T

HAIZ....

but the most important things for now is

sleep well eat well entertain myself during holiday!!

but seem like impossible....

i dun care...

movie, drama, bed, badminton, swimming pool here i come!!!

anyone date me out date me out!!

no, i will date u guys soon...






















--THE END--

Haix...

Since i was ruined my midpoint interview...

so gonna prepare and suffer 4 the reschedule...

still continue my busy life busy week....

juz received sms from sab, but very sorry unable to celebrate with little CS tmr...

little CS, hope u have a happi bufday and  HAPPI FUTURE LIFE...

and dun be so ideologism on something that u will never to own...

u r a silly and humorous ppl in my mind le...

let me keep it 4ever la pls.... solou.....

hahaaaa.....

and dun think so much, make ur life easier....

♪♫☆♀ ♪♫☆♀ ♪♫☆♀ ♪♫☆♀ ♪♫☆♀ ♪♫☆♀


and thx to my little powerpuff girl-- sheik sheik here....

juz had a talk n mini game wif her....

thx for encouragement and relaxing me...

but dun call me rainie yang cheng lin pls....

i m mature than u!!!

and u won me in the game.... and i m so unhappi now!!!

tat is the part of conversation wif a funny girl~



sopo, good luck for ur exam too....

and now i hav to get back 2 my "hard core" assign....

sigh...    ( +_+''')




















--THE END--

Owww....

the wonderful Final Year Project and assignments is killing me...

feel like dying....

i had done my interactive e-marketing presentation on tis monday, finally...

Mr. S: "Actually u can talk, but why u never talk in class? i hear a lot of voice that i never heard in class."

Sir, ur class has about 50 ppl, if all of us oso talkative or like to talk as foreigners....

i cant imagine....

✿  ✿  ✿  ✿  ✿  ✿  ✿  ✿  ✿  ✿  ✿  ✿

but now, the coming up "event" is my midpoint interview scheduled on tis thursday= tomorrow!!!

due to fees problem, the website dun allowed me 2 login and check the timetable...

so may be i can skip it ?

tat is not my problem, APIIT dun allow me 2 check my schedule, means dun allow me 2 present oso la.....

but juan was insist to send me the screenshot of timetable....

she was enforced me to accept the fate.....

owww~~~~

ya, i m supposed to rushing my fyp in this moment....

but i hav 2 release part of my stress here....

another night for burning midnight oil.....

damn.....


















--THE END--

全世界要与我作对

我也要与全世界作对！！！

在学校要烦，回到家更烦！！

astro有问题要吵，用电脑要吵，

琐碎事情3吵，个人精神问题翻旧账再吵！！！

还有什么是不可以炒的！！？？




还有那个死女人，去管好自己的老公啦！！

要发神经滚远一点！！

不要造成别人的心理负担！！！




我要疯了!!! 疯疯疯了！！！

所有烦的颠的痴的傻的贱的衰的闷的长的圆的扁的方的，

都给我滚滚滚滚滚滚到一边去！！！！

任何地震天塌火山爆发都不要来烦我！！！

THE END

世界真的要末日了吗？

最近世界末日这谣言流传极盛。。。

应该不是谣言，是事实。。。

我一直相信，地球上所有的生物 总有一天会像恐龙时代灭迹于地球一样。。。

毁灭然后再万物重生，那将会是一个什么样的时代呢？

前天无意间听到新闻报导说中国青海爆发地震。。。

短短这几年，共有多少地震，海啸，疫症来袭？

 经科学家预测，若全球冰雪融化，中国大部分陆地将会成为仅剩没被淹没的陆地，亚洲大陆是入选最多安全地区的大洲。。。

这与电影2012 不谋而合，是真的吗！？

难道某些国家秘密组织真的在建造“方舟”？










地球上的转变，相信大家都察觉到吧。。。

天气愈来愈热，中午被太阳晒得刺骨地痛，大气层大概愈见稀薄了吧。。。

迟早不被太阳热死，也会因紫外线过强得皮肤癌而死！！！

世界末日到来是不争的事实，只是迟早的问题。。。

算了吧，要来就现在来吧！

不要等我辛苦地终于毕业了，才末日。。。（好晦暗的想法，拜托，你想死别人却不想叻~)

虽然那是我的心底话，可是基于需要传达正面思想的理由，

必须要说：“人是求生而不是求死的，多少人想好好地活下去却不能。”（好假～）

总而言之，今天不知明天事，珍惜身边的人与事物吧 ！（specialized to s2pid yan）

只要尽力而为，就无所愧疚了。。。









--THE END--

Buono sera everybody...

yes... i had not update my blog since long time ago....

but it is not my fault,

u guys are frequent blogger and compare to me,

i will be seem like an occasionally blogger... it's unfair 2 me...



ok, stop prattling!!

come back 2 my content....

i really never been lucky since 3 years ago i came 2 APIIT...

i'd subscribed ptptn loan 2 times during diploma, stamp hasil were cost RM70...

i was on9 applied loan again since last year...

but it was only succeed when i applied 3rd times...

my computer was spoilt for sure whenever i was rushing assignment...

and NOW

i get a VERY NICE supervisor....

she dun reply my msg

dun approved my ppf until i sms to remind her

dun read/approve my psf even i have submitted 1 week ago...

SHITTTTT!!!!!


i unable 2 concentrate in my assignment...

hooowwww!!!

MR.S said:" Those who were not yet started assignment, see u next module".

omgooshhh....

i m 1 of that... i dun wan remodule!!!



it was only a lucky thing happened to me...

i met a good fren in apiit-- dear juannie

if i didn't study in apiit

if not bcoz of Abu,

we were still unable 2 meet each other but only 2 parallel lines in the world...

thx 4 giving me a helping hand whenever i was relapsed into troubles...

and

thx 2 s2pid yan 4 giving me some entertainment in diploma...

thx 2 chimmy cheryl, snow, peter n matthew  4 "non-sensical joke" during the boring scul life...

although i m the 1 who always get jeered...

thx 2 sopo sheik 4 entertaining me when i was stressful...



damn stress now....

may be look at leng zai can assist in releasing stress...

hohohohooooo....

♥♥金贤重♥♥

--THE END--

好快地。。。


15天的新年就酱过完了。。。


而我也必须回到压力的泉源--degree final year


所有的人也开始为新的一年拼搏。。。


直至目前为止呢，


还没遇到一件顺心的事（悲痛中～）。。。


因为现在还只是开始，


希望后来可以扭转乾坤吧。。。


新一年的愿望啊。。。


大概和去年的大同小异吧（因为每年都无法达成，只好累积下来了）。。。

这星期刚开学不久，


一位lecturer，MR. S 极爱说笑，而且边上课边说笑。。。


但是


并不是每次都有笑点，


当我觉得不好笑时，就不笑咯。。。


他突然就问我：“ Why u never laugh 1？”


我：“me？？”


MR.S：“ Yes，y u never laugh ? i tot u hate me or wat....."


我：“ No, i got....” （莫名其妙陷入无比尴尬中～）


旁人哄然大笑。。。（持续尴尬中～）


#@￥%&*#$#%=%#$*#@


所以呢


人生啊就是充满无限的欢笑。。。


要不就是别人娱乐你，


或是你娱乐别人。。。
















--THE END--

Since my bro get 4 or 5 days of high fever,

he had been sent to hospital and stayed 11 days 10 nites at thr...

This would be a "SPECIAL NEW YEAR GIFT" tat i ever hav....

I remember sheik had been reminded me tat,dun underestimate fever of my bro, it is probably denggi instead of normal fever....



2nd JAN, 5.00am

i finally couldn't bear to watch my bro suffer in pain...

and he was started speak incoherently (i know he was ad very serious)

when me n mum asked him to prepare 2 hospital,

he suddenly feel lacking strength and knelt at toilet....

omg.... we then exhausted all of our energy can only pull him out...

when reach the hospital, he was send to emergency room...


After 2-3hours of treatment,

he was sent to wad....

and we juz wait thr...

nobody told us wat happen n ALL THE NURSES SEEMS LIK DAMN BUSY...

my bro was fail 2 recognize ppl, even my auntie and relatives....




after 3 days, they still unable to identify whether it is denggi....

and my bro temp. was remain at 38℃-39℃

doctor normally come in the morning only...

wat u wanna ask n wat u wanna know pls ask at tat time

bcoz all the nurse would be stand beside doctor and explain patient's situation at tat time...

other time, u dun expect the “白衣天使” would come 2 tc of u...

they will only write the report and check ur bp & temp. as their routine...

they only answer "oh" as response when u're calling them...

tat is wat i get in GH...



my bro finally recover after 11days...

actually he get denggi and bacterial infection....

there are no any medicine can heal denggi, doctor has only injected him sodium chloride( 盐水) & antibiotic in tis 2 weeks...

i 'd really learned & see a lot during tat time..

a uncle who was beside my bro was so pity...

his son  seldom come 2 hospital...

he've been fall down from bed once time...

luckily i saw him n called the nurses...

his blood was flow over the floor and toilet...

so horrible....

 2 days after,  i heard tat he ran out from hospital...

nurses tried 2 call his daughter, but he din wish 2 trouble son n daughter,

so he insist get out from hospital...

nobody know whr he gone after tat...

In a word, the exterior n interior of hospital  has a great difference....

i hope all the family and frenz are always good in health,

keep away from diseases and hospital....




--THE END--

当你说一个谎的第一秒开始，

就必须说更多更多谎来圆谎。。。

这个道理小孩都懂。。。

毫无难度可言。。。



为什么我要被逼着继续说谎？

说谎的感觉很不好受。。。

我不想（x1000000）

但必须继续。。。




为什么别人可以无忧无虑地过自己想要的生活？

为什么别人总是那么幸福？

我懂，家家有本难念的经。。。

每个人都有须要面对的烦恼，经历的故事。。。

每个人都在谱写着自己的乐章，自己的剧本。。。

总是听说，即使所有的门都关了，上帝也会为你开启另一扇窗。。。

我一直深信着。。。




“若可以选择，或许我不会选择来到这个世界，这个家庭。”我时常酱说。。。

有时被反问，“如果你没来这世界，怎样会认识我叻？”

哈哈。。。

朋友相信我，命中注定要相识的就一定会相遇，也许是以另一个身份，在别的地方。。。

总之一定会相遇，认识，再成为好朋友。。。




cheh～反正船到桥头自然直，连续剧都有大结局啦。。。

没什么大不了。。。

日子也是要过，太阳也是照常升起，地球还是围着太阳公转。。。

天啊，我在说舍咪。。。（自相矛盾细胞再度活跃）

注：酱才不会得忧郁症哦～




--THE END--

Finally... 2009 had past entirely....

Yoohoo~~~~ WELCOME 2010!!!

Lets get rid of those unhappi things/ moment

and receive the NEW YEAR together!!!

new year = new life

actually i told myself tat at least update a post in December 2009,

but i failed very obviously... ( be ashamed of tis...)

somebody can still update the blog in a "without line" area though ( ashamed in heart indeed)

compared to me... haiz...



01.01.2010 supposed is a happi holiday 4 major people....

but very unfortunately, my bro has get fever since monday nite...

his temperature keep remaining in between 38℃-40℃ for few days...

omg... we all know bout it....

since he get Thalassemia (地中海贫血症）at 3 years old, we know tat once he get fever,

it is very hard to recover.... 

Thalassemia is kind of inherited blood disease tat need to get blood transfusion

frequently, depends on ppl's blood volume and constitution.

yes, it is quite afflicted....

me n mum are take care of him ...but

bro, u supposed to tc of urself too!!!

at least u hav to drink water automatically pls...

instead of we push u once then only u move...

we r trying all the way to help u, but u only sleep sleep sleep nonetheless...

and mum was mumbling non-stop....

oh god.... i give up... vexed to death...

haiz... all my NEW YEAR mood had gone....




my arm and foot are so pain...

i hav sore muscle since wed playing badminton with cs, yenyee, yenying and sheik....

hahaa.... nevertheless, i feel so happi with tis....

but the bad thing is...

somebody laughed and teased at my skill for non-stop....

gooooddd~  so goooddd~

u know who u r....



last nite i was attended the steamboat feast and countdown with old school frenz....

it was a DELICIOUSLY and wonderful party...

♥specially thx 2 ah boon who sponsored his house as our party location,

♥and 3 guys who are prepared foods and everything 4 us,
which are 锦源，chun senn and ah boon!!

♥s2pid yan as a photographer last nite,

♥and ah tang as my driver...

cheers 4 u guys~

♥I oso received and sent lots of wishing msg from/to frenz... (touching~)

thx 4 giving me a unforgettable and meaningful NEW YEAR EVE!!




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