静思房

真的好久好久没上来了。。。

还好依然隐约记得密码。。。

新年就这样过完了。。。

算起来，在Maybank也差不多待了7个月。。。

但实习经验却只有4个月。。。

就这区区的4个月足以让我厌倦了为了上班而上班的生活。。。

也不知怎的，动力，目标全没了。。。

不能说这是一份没挑战性的工作。。。

因为对于刚入职的我，确实学到了不少！

在实际操作方面，我学会了新的MS. functions。。。

在行政方面，我开始了解一些人事部内的运作。。。

在人际关系方面，看到了某些好人也见识了一些真小人。。。

这几个月内被关心，帮助过，也许被无意陷害过，被称赞过同时也被骂过 。。。

有欢笑，感动，感激，满足，刺激，同时也有气愤，压力， 不爽，埋怨，沉闷，苦恼。。。

多1个月后的发展会是如何，不晓得。。。

去？留？何去何从？天晓得。。。

最近与几个人交谈过，真的很感谢他们的关心。。。

me:"The problem is I dunno my interest..."

Kelvin:"Ya, it takes time to find out. Sure can 1, dun worry..."

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me:"The problem is I dunno my interest..."

Imany:"Ya, u must find out ur interest, if not, kami pun susah nak tolong..."

今天去见了牛伯伯。。。

得到一些启示。。。

但一个人的性格若真的要改，的确有点难。。。 haiz。。。

牛伯伯：“每个人都有梦，有些梦是真的，也有些梦是假的”。。。

我："......"

牛伯伯：“你的“气”不顺，影响到你的情绪，情绪不好，做任何事情都不顺”。。。

我：？？？？？

牛伯伯：“U find difficulties，get urself difficulties, then it is difficulty..."
(其实在想着事情，没听进去，只是听到很多“difficulties”）。。。

好了，是时候去歇一歇了。。。（虽然歇了整个下午）

（最近好像很多亲戚朋友，远亲近邻都遇到很多麻烦，很不开心。。。

希望大家的烦恼都可以尽快迎刃而解就好了。。。 ）

再会。。。
















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hmmm.... no updates since 10 months ago....

time pass as i din realize...

actually this post was stored as draft 4 few months but i din realized...

so i will post it rite now...


frenz dun blame me for no update ok as i really dunno what to write and no mood to blog.....

fyp result not good is kind of heavy strike to me though i've did a determination in my heart...

this news made me fell into 16th level of hell when i know it in February.

and yet, i've been employed as telemarketer and started working on Mon,

i dun remember the actual date anyhow it was a Mon in March...

but unfortunately i quit 2 days after.......

WHY!? THAI HUI MIN, this is what competence u have for being human 23 years?

erghhhhhhh.......

actually i have heard so many stories from colleagues and i have really saw something that is truth...

and i have to admit that telemarketer doesn't suit me...

i've learned how to communicate with cust by using the scope provided, it was ok but fluent as i have not always talk Malay long long time ago...

the biggest difficulty is CALCULATION !!!!!!

my account and maths have gave back to 陈长夷，张志雄，詹文龙，Mrs Kwan, etc...

oh noooooo....... i seem like an idiot and know nothing when ppl teaching me...

and i found that the company is not a company which i could fight for it by using my time and effort...

so i quit the job and tend to looking for new job....





after few interviews with diff types of companies, i felt frustrated bcoz of failure....

Lastly, I was succeeded in the 2nd interview wif Maybank SK1M programme...

but fate always like 2 play wif me....

i got the offer from celcom at the same day as well....

i hate 2 make decision...

finally, i chose to be a Maybank trainee...

1 week after, call from AEON credit service...

i believe fate, thr must be some reasons the fate brings me here, being trained n restudy again...

maybe i've not prepared good enuf to go to the social university...

so i rejected the offer n chose to stay in Maybank's LUXURY jail...

now, i m happy 2 meet so many frenz n continue stay closed wif my best best darling-- juanieee

thr are still lot of tests n difficulties are waiting me to pass through...

and i think i hav 2 find out wat i really want 2 do in future...

am i in the right way to achieve my dream?

i admire the ppl who are clear about their future, they always know the path to reach their dreams....

next post will be elaborating my life in Maybank's LUXURY jail i think...

if i hav time 2 share....

heheeeheeee......














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foooooooo~~~~~~~~

finally..... at last......

i made it ....

it is still unbelievable when i recall the moment that 2 weeks ago....

2 weeks ago i was thinking of extension, thinking of how 2 start my system, thinking of when 2 meet the world's busiest supervisor.....

thinking of so many things....

really upset tat i failed 2 connect my system 2 database.....

but i m gratified tat i successfully built the website which i desired at last...

no regret as i tried my best.....

during the proposal development process, the god had arranged so many events to me, may be he worry tat i might fell bored of my life....

he made my laptop down without reason, made my streamyx down, made me sicked 2 days before submission, give me the world's busiest supervisor but a strict advisor and...................................

now i considered passed? no, i want 2 know how worse it will be in my presentation.......

i felt miserable when i was writing the acknowledgement for my project.....

bcoz i really duno wat can i write about u and u.....

so i wrote:" she is always bc due to the full scheduled of classes, but she did arrange time 2 meet me n give me advices."  tat is wat i can think at tat moment.

but thx god didn't stop the electric supply on the day b4 submission.... heheeee

ok.... 2 more assignments and 3 presentations then considered graduated....

oh ya, 1 thing shud be noticed here.....

i have learned how selfish humanity can be on the submission day 6/10/10  06:35pm-07:30pm (cant really rmb the physical time)

i was standing in the long queue, all the ppl was queuing for binding our project....

the shit things is, combing machine was down tat day, so i have been standing thr for 1 hour....

a cute girl was juz arrived n standing behind me, when she saw her fren was standing at the front of queue,

she tot all the ppls are invisible and directly go 2 talk 2 her fren:

路人甲: 帮我啦，我这里有3份，怎么办？

路人乙：不能啦，我是没问题，可是我怕别人不可以，后面还有很多人

路人甲死缠烂打。。。路人乙推了又推。。。

路人甲：那没关系，你帮我印那一份先咯，很快罢了

路人乙勉为其难接过一份东西

过了不久，路人丙来了

路人甲：诶，刚才瘀了，他不可以帮我们喔

路人丙：你要瘀还是要迟交? 快点全部拿给他！！

路人甲： 阿乙，可以吗。。。。。。。。

（我看着路人乙会有什么反应，可爱的mansour虽然听不懂，也开始料到一二了。。。）

路人甲：等下你快点拿给我

mansour：how can u do tat！？ u r spending too much of time。。。seriously。。。bla bla bla。。。。

全部人看着他们，他们不敢回头却依然大模斯样 ，我行我素。。。

接着，两个黑人趁机挤到我前面。。。。

me： me first ok?

黑人：u shud talk 2 her 1st，she also do tat （指着路人甲）

me：i hav been standing here 4 one hour！！！ （滚了）

mansour: ya, she is standing behind me.

Stephanie：ya，u cant do tat, u turn out, it is unfair, she shud go in first!!

一轮骂战后

结果还是一样，贱人得逞

当我的弄好后，太迟了，submission counter is closed

我和几个人冲到admin，只有华人才会帮华人。。。

终于交上了。。。。

但也辛苦了等我的3个朋友，sorry。。。。

若交不上或迟交，我真不懂后果是怎样。。。


给自己的忠告：好人是永远无法在尔虞我诈的社会生存的，你不会永远是个好人，就算你不犯人别人也会犯你，我本来就不是好人，所以我会更向奸人迈进



给予路人甲：谢谢你给我上了一堂课，我不应该因为认识你而不作声，事实证明你没有用仅存的脑细胞在思考，你的为人让我从此一目了然。。。


给予路人丙：你不是人，因为你不配，或许说你是人上人，因为你已超越了奸人的界限。你意思是说，我们早来的就活该迟交，你们迟来的就理所当然地插位吗?



给予黑人：没有改变我对你们种族的看法，野蛮不讲理，蛮横霸道，自以为是 ，仗势欺人（当然有些例外）


虽然这不算得上什么大事，当我看到submission counter的人向我挥手之际，逼我骂了一句：“ma ji ah". 不懂有没有吓到朋友。。。不要怀疑，的确是我说的。。。滚到上脑我再不骂出来就不是人!!!


我不会再让这种事情发生，后悔当时没有整份project塞到binding counter前，先下手为强，下次我知道如何应付了。。。。
























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