文字与心灵触动的空间
一个多愁善感又自相矛盾的人。。。
以前,有人说我像一樽佛像,酷酷的。也有人说我像冰山,冷冷的。(笑~)我确实是与不熟络滴朋友谈不上两三句;一旦熟络了,恐怕可以不眠不休地谈上两三天。。。
别人不善意的批评,恶意的中伤,由他去吧,不予理会,这就是我。
foooooooo~~~~~~~~
finally..... at last......
i made it ....
it is still unbelievable when i recall the moment that 2 weeks ago....
2 weeks ago i was thinking of extension, thinking of how 2 start my system, thinking of when 2 meet the world's busiest supervisor.....
thinking of so many things....
really upset tat i failed 2 connect my system 2 database.....
but i m gratified tat i successfully built the website which i desired at last...
no regret as i tried my best.....
during the proposal development process, the god had arranged so many events to me, may be he worry tat i might fell bored of my life....
he made my laptop down without reason, made my streamyx down, made me sicked 2 days before submission, give me the world's busiest supervisor but a strict advisor and...................................
now i considered passed? no, i want 2 know how worse it will be in my presentation.......
i felt miserable when i was writing the acknowledgement for my project.....
bcoz i really duno wat can i write about u and u.....
so i wrote:" she is always bc due to the full scheduled of classes, but she did arrange time 2 meet me n give me advices." tat is wat i can think at tat moment.
but thx god didn't stop the electric supply on the day b4 submission.... heheeee
ok.... 2 more assignments and 3 presentations then considered graduated....
oh ya, 1 thing shud be noticed here.....
i have learned how selfish humanity can be on the submission day 6/10/10 06:35pm-07:30pm (cant really rmb the physical time)
i was standing in the long queue, all the ppl was queuing for binding our project....
the shit things is, combing machine was down tat day, so i have been standing thr for 1 hour....
a cute girl was juz arrived n standing behind me, when she saw her fren was standing at the front of queue,
she tot all the ppls are invisible and directly go 2 talk 2 her fren:
路人甲: 帮我啦,我这里有3份,怎么办?
路人乙:不能啦,我是没问题,可是我怕别人不可以,后面还有很多人
路人甲死缠烂打。。。路人乙推了又推。。。
路人甲:那没关系,你帮我印那一份先咯,很快罢了
路人乙勉为其难接过一份东西
过了不久,路人丙来了
路人甲:诶,刚才瘀了,他不可以帮我们喔
路人丙:你要瘀还是要迟交? 快点全部拿给他!!
路人甲: 阿乙,可以吗。。。。。。。。
(我看着路人乙会有什么反应,可爱的mansour虽然听不懂,也开始料到一二了。。。)
路人甲:等下你快点拿给我
mansour:how can u do tat!? u r spending too much of time。。。seriously。。。bla bla bla。。。。
全部人看着他们,他们不敢回头却依然大模斯样 ,我行我素。。。
接着,两个黑人趁机挤到我前面。。。。
me: me first ok?
黑人:u shud talk 2 her 1st,she also do tat (指着路人甲)
me:i hav been standing here 4 one hour!!! (滚了)
mansour: ya, she is standing behind me.
Stephanie:ya,u cant do tat, u turn out, it is unfair, she shud go in first!!
一轮骂战后
结果还是一样,贱人得逞
当我的弄好后,太迟了,submission counter is closed
我和几个人冲到admin,只有华人才会帮华人。。。
终于交上了。。。。
但也辛苦了等我的3个朋友,sorry。。。。
若交不上或迟交,我真不懂后果是怎样。。。
给自己的忠告:好人是永远无法在尔虞我诈的社会生存的,你不会永远是个好人,就算你不犯人别人也会犯你,我本来就不是好人,所以我会更向奸人迈进
给予路人甲:谢谢你给我上了一堂课,我不应该因为认识你而不作声,事实证明你没有用仅存的脑细胞在思考,你的为人让我从此一目了然。。。
给予路人丙:你不是人,因为你不配,或许说你是人上人,因为你已超越了奸人的界限。你意思是说,我们早来的就活该迟交,你们迟来的就理所当然地插位吗?
给予黑人:没有改变我对你们种族的看法,野蛮不讲理,蛮横霸道,自以为是 ,仗势欺人(当然有些例外)
虽然这不算得上什么大事,当我看到submission counter的人向我挥手之际,逼我骂了一句:“ma ji ah". 不懂有没有吓到朋友。。。不要怀疑,的确是我说的。。。滚到上脑我再不骂出来就不是人!!!
我不会再让这种事情发生,后悔当时没有整份project塞到binding counter前,先下手为强,下次我知道如何应付了。。。。
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